Steps

Feeling pretty losery and failure-like right now. It's close to midnight. I'm thinking about ALLLLL the things I FAILED to accomplish today - Sunday. Let's be honest, the whole weekend was a bust. I say I want success but my actions say I want long-lasting mediocrity. Or worse, a lifetime of what could have been. This has got to stop. Talking to myself now...One, recognize your heritage - who you are. Two, decide what you want. Three, accept what it is and begin researching. Four, big dreams begin big realities. Five, work hard. Six, find a mentor.

Overcoming mental blocks

The best part is, there's still time. The worst part is, there's less of it. Make room today for your dream or make room tomorrow for regret. Choose the path of most resistance. That will settle for you if you've taken the right step. Many ways, reasons and distractions to throw you off the trail, but don't lose the scent. You have the audacity to cry. You act like you don't have a mission. When everything in you tells you you do. It's pulling you, begging you to come. Complete me, it says. You say ok, but then you run away. What are you afraid of? Not being good enough? It's not you who accomplishes the good thing. It's Him. Don't quit on a whim of inaccurate calculations. Realize the error of your ways. The longing of your days. The subject of your praise.

Introduction

From time to time it's found to be necessary that I express my mood or feelings on a certain topic. It's not always genius or rocket science, but it is always real and cumbersome. I don't make any apologies for what I feel or how I eliminate it in this forum. Really, this is my life. It would not be considered spectacular by society or the media, hence my obscurity. But that's ok too. Storms abound inside my head/heart more frequently than I care to know. But this is my life. Time passes, people come, people go - I'm still here, this is my life. I make no promises on this product only that I aim not to please. A constant stream of being, that's what I'll give. If this t.v. would shut up, I could think better...